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I've been so busy lately and I'm so, so, so, sorry that I haven't had a chance to write here recently because of it. On the Nanowrimo front, things aren't going too badly, of my 50,000 words ~I've written 30k, but for the same reason that I haven't been able to write here I haven't been able to write much novel either, so I'm a little behind my own personal schedule. My brother's coming home from uni today as he doesn't have lessons or lectures on a friday or thursday this semester, hopefully with him home things will be a little less stressed and I'll have more time to write.

I went to the Birmingham write in for Nanowrimo last week and intend to go this saturday as well as it had a good sense of community and was really worthwhile for inspiring me again, after a week of non-stop writing your enthusiasm does tend to wane. So If any Birmingham nanoers read this then I'll see you on Saturday!

To try and save time, I've tried to do some hasty video blogs (vlogs) instead, and although I now have five made from the last few days, both Youtube and this blog seem to be rejecting them so I haven't been able to upload anything, which is a shame as I rather like them (despite my frequent 'umm'ing). So if anyone has any advice then do let me know.

And now I have to walk the dogs so I will have to leave you here. Sorry.

Bye.

It's the second day of Nanowrimo and for a girl who didn't know what she was going to write about my story certainly seems to have flourished, having written nearly 14,000 words in the past two days (no mean feat when your parents won't stop arguing).

I settled yesterday on a rewrite of a novel that I started a while ago by the name 'John'. I was offered a publishing contracted for the, at the time, unfinished novel but turned it down, partly because I didn't want to jeopardise my A levels by focusing on drafting and re-drafting a novel; but also because I wasn't happy with it. 17 year old me, apparently was a lot worse at writing than she thought she was, or maybe I was just in a bad place then.

I'm much happier with it this time around. Although I'm using my old notebook for the novel for information on all the superstitions, medical disorders and geography etc that I use in the novel, as well as time lines, important details character biographies, sketches etc, I have discarded everything that I wrote before and am starting completely anew, a thing I've wanted to do, but haven't been able to, up until now. This version, is more emotive, the structure is better, everything seems to gel a lot neater than it did the first time around- it's just, by far and away a better piece of work. Unpolished! But much better.

For your entertainment- above is a bad mobile phone photo of my note book, in all it's highlighted, stickered, book marked glory!

So, Nanowrimo has inspired me to do something I've wanted to do for a long time and I'm feeling great for it. But it also inspired me to do something that made my mum scream. My aggravation with my hair falling into my face whilst I'm trying to write pushed me to the edge earlier today; prompting me to take a pair of heavy-duty scissors to it and cut it into a far more manageable bob (whose gonna see me, i'm either at home writing or at the gym at the moment- lol, Nanowrimo's turning me into a recluse!).

Since I did promise you a newer picture of me, at what is currently a four stone weight loss, and because I know you would just love to immortalise the hay stock that is my hair forever on the internet before I can get to the hairdressers next week then I have taken (yet another) crappy mobile phone picture for your viewing pleasure.

So until tomorrow (or later today actually as it is now one in the morning) Goodnight and God bless!

Happy Halloween

Happy halloween everyone. I have an awesome pirate costume all set up to go as I am an avid follower of the FSM ( http://www.venganza.org/ ). Unfortunately- with all my friends off to uni this year I have no where to go for halloween, hence, I've taken to contemplating the act of just lying in bed singing "All by Myself" into a hairbrush, though I've never really been one for such melodrama so I think I'll give it a miss.

Instead, I reckon I'll concentrate on NaNoWriMo which starts tomorrow. I think I'm going to wait up until midnight in order to start asap, though I'm still not entirely sure what I'm going to write about. Nonetheless I reckon I'll do just fine. If you fancy watching me my name on NaNoWriMo is 'VegetandAru' and you're welcome to check my word count progress there over the upcoming month.

On a less serious note, some of you may be familiar with the custom of taking My Little Ponies (MLPs) and changing their hair colour and their designs, etc, in order to create an entirely new and unique pony of your own. It's something that I've been doing for about a year now, and I like to make them represent novels and plays.

One of my very favourite novels of all time is "Catch 22" by Joseph Heller (a satirical portrayal of WWII as seen through the eyes of a frustrated American bombardier). So, over the next few weeks -- or perhaps a little longer, depending on how things pan out with NaNoWriMo -- I will be showing you good readers the process that I go through in order to create my very own Catch 22 MLP.

Hopefully it will inspire some of you to read the novel as it really is very, very good, and if not, maybe some people will at least take up the hobby of pony customising.

Well, have a happy 31st and if I do decide to dress up as a pirate I'll let you know tomorrow.

Hello

Hello people, the date is Friday 30th October and this is my very first post to Gap Steps.

Gap steps is a blog that I have set up in order to track what I'm doing in my gap year and the steps I am taking towards a healthier, more independent and more informed university education.

First off I want to tell you about what I've been doing these last few months. About two months before I finished college I found out that, to a degree, there is a medical reason behind my suddenly increased weight and recent mood swings over the last two and a half years. Although I won't go into what the medical problem is, I will tell you that the mood swings had led me to have breakdowns during school and that, at my heaviest, I weighed an impressive 21 stone and 1 pound (295lbs). You can see an example of that in the following picture.

This picture was taken at my college prom (I think it's fairly obvious who I am). At the time I was offered medication by my doctor to help, but, never a fan of pumping drugs into my body, the day after I finished my exams I went straight to the gym and signed up.

Fighting against this medical issue has meant that I've had to put in a massive amount of effort but, nonetheless, in just under four months I have lost 4 stone (despite having a two week holiday to Disney two and a half months in).

I still have a long way to go, and- when I can find a moment when I'm NOT drenched in sweat and when I AM wearing clothes that fit- I'll try to get a picture to show you my progress so far. On December 14th I'll be meeting up with a large group of friends whom I haven't seen since exams finished- I'm hoping to drop another stone and a half before then.

Here is to a healthier new me!

With the rest of my gap year, I'm trying to do a lot of literature type things, going to plays (five pounds a student ticket at the RSC so long as you're willing to wait around in the morning to get them) go to literature festivals (Warwick Words) join competitions (from magazine's like the aptly named "Writing Magazine") and join up for sites like fanstory.com, nanowrimo.org and scriptfrenzy.org all of which are well worth it for anyone of any age, though be aware that a fee is involved for fanstory.com (not that I wouldn't recommend it anyway).

I'm also replacing the voluntary work I did running creative writing clubs at my old school teaching the little one (11, 12 and 13 year olds) with helping students of a very different kind. Namely, helping my 17 year old cousin with after school tutoring for her English literature and language GCSE re-sit; and helping my 21 year old brother with his American Literature elective module for university- a task that requires reading everything, writing chapter summaries, time lines, writing essays, etc etc before finally having the arduous task of trying to drum it all into his head! Thankfully, I have a LOT of practice in the area of american Literature and thus have been coping pretty well so far.

One of the things I mentioned briefly earlier, and to which I am now returning is NaNoWriMo. NaNoWriMo, for those of you who don't know, stands for National Novel Writing Month. The point in joining up for it is to try to write a novel in a month, to "win" your novel has to be 50,000+ words long, though there's more to taking part than just winning. There is one rule in place for NaNoWriMo and that is: NO EDITING!

Yes, you heard me right. No editing. During the month of November when NaNoWriMo takes place then you are not allowed to edit, you don't have to worry about spelling or grammar and if something doesn't make total sense then it's okay; November is a chance to let your imaginations run free and to just write unhindered for 30 days.

This is my first year of NaNoWriMo and I desperately want to "win", I've even worked out that I have to write 1667 words a day in order to do so. Wish me luck. I'll update you on what I'm doing when I've decided that for myself lol.

There's a lot more that I could talk to you about, but I can't help but notice that this post is getting more that just a little long. So, I'f you'll excuse me atrocious spelling and grammar (the spirit of NaNoWriMo has taken me already), then I will leave this here and get back to you tomorrow.

Bye for now.